Wednesday, April 30, 2008
monday quite normal la. nothing much to blog so let's move on to tuesday.
was kinda in a slacking mode. c'mon, it's suppose to be my midterm break but do we actually get to have a holiday? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~ coz i still have bloody CIM classes at night. wth. and then when the CIM break starts, i bet i'm having SMa exams. when SMa has term break, CIM part2 would be about 1/3 gone. fuck it.
anyways, so postponed meeting by an hour. got there about thirty minutes late coz of the stupid taxi driver. WTF la. he think just coz i'm a teen he can cheat me out of my money. he tried to act blur first then i kept telling him it's in BLOODY ORCHARD. there's no way in hell he wouldnt know. then later instead of turning into the road which leds to the university (smu?) and the former place of the NL, he turns to the direction of bishan/mevalia's hostel/novena square.
WTFFFF.. was seriously getting pissed off. then he stopped at the road at the adjoining road to le meridien. i felt so pissed off. practically stalked my way down to the school by which i was sweating since there was no shade.
only louise and merwan were there so i managed to settle down and cool off by the time bekie came. no sign of ryan. we managed to do some research. omg, the cruise for gays and lesbians sound really really cool. PLUS the gay guys are HAWT. H. O. T. HOT!
had subway for dinner. oh god, the cookies are sinfully delightful. plus my tuna and bacon sub made me super happy. too much sugar - high. hahahha. zara looked so hawt in her cute outfit. i feel like kidnapping her. XD
lesson was boring as always. had a little argument but had to put it behind me and try to focus on my research on cruises.
okay, i'm officially scared. PEOPLE, dont ever take a Carnival Cruise, no matter how strapped for cash you are, they are total scammers and you are more than likely to be emotionally scarred if you did go. even if they are a budget cruise, they were seriously crap. i mean, people were INJURED and the staff couldnt give a shit? that's sad. really.
FUCK. i just got bitten by some insect. i hate insects. damn it!
was kinda in a slacking mode. c'mon, it's suppose to be my midterm break but do we actually get to have a holiday? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~ coz i still have bloody CIM classes at night. wth. and then when the CIM break starts, i bet i'm having SMa exams. when SMa has term break, CIM part2 would be about 1/3 gone. fuck it.
anyways, so postponed meeting by an hour. got there about thirty minutes late coz of the stupid taxi driver. WTF la. he think just coz i'm a teen he can cheat me out of my money. he tried to act blur first then i kept telling him it's in BLOODY ORCHARD. there's no way in hell he wouldnt know. then later instead of turning into the road which leds to the university (smu?) and the former place of the NL, he turns to the direction of bishan/mevalia's hostel/novena square.
WTFFFF.. was seriously getting pissed off. then he stopped at the road at the adjoining road to le meridien. i felt so pissed off. practically stalked my way down to the school by which i was sweating since there was no shade.
only louise and merwan were there so i managed to settle down and cool off by the time bekie came. no sign of ryan. we managed to do some research. omg, the cruise for gays and lesbians sound really really cool. PLUS the gay guys are HAWT. H. O. T. HOT!
had subway for dinner. oh god, the cookies are sinfully delightful. plus my tuna and bacon sub made me super happy. too much sugar - high. hahahha. zara looked so hawt in her cute outfit. i feel like kidnapping her. XD
lesson was boring as always. had a little argument but had to put it behind me and try to focus on my research on cruises.
okay, i'm officially scared. PEOPLE, dont ever take a Carnival Cruise, no matter how strapped for cash you are, they are total scammers and you are more than likely to be emotionally scarred if you did go. even if they are a budget cruise, they were seriously crap. i mean, people were INJURED and the staff couldnt give a shit? that's sad. really.
FUCK. i just got bitten by some insect. i hate insects. damn it!
what we could have been, 2:53 pm.
Monday, April 28, 2008
saturday-
i spent a miserable day indoors inside le meridien hotel. and no, i wasn't having fantastic hot sex with a hot, sexy caucasian. [okae, no racism but i settled for blonde hair and blue eyes for this fantasy X)] neither was i having a blast binging on alcohol and drugs. I WAS SCHOOLING. technically i was attending class on a physical basis but my mind wasnt in it. ahhahaa.
nothing much to rave about. went to homecell after that. i really miss attending homecell but at the same time, fridays were like special (no parents) time for us so it's a lose-lose situation.
weird that homecell's on a saturday but it's coz the parents were celebrating the fact that they've finally finished a book. hahaha. so anyways surprisingly brian came. yeah, i was kinda surprised. not to mention i got caught wearing a skirt by everyone. -.-
had fun lurhs. seeing kathy get chased by two males. no dirty thoughts, they're only six,seven years old. hahhaa. dinner was pretty okay but didnt eat much, was kinda full from lunch as well as my apple-cinnamon muffin.
played mahjong with brian and kat. seriously my good luck from friday's mahjong is gone. damn that tarnation that i had to pee. all the good chi went out i guess. =/
I LOVE MAHJONG. and i found a food kaki. =D hahaha. brian agreed that he'd come to homecell on the basis that i come and we eat the free food. hahah. BRIAN, i'm still gonna have to be bribed for the fantasy and all. =DD
sunday-
went to AMK hub in the afternoon to collect WJ's and my mom's prezzies (for our 18 month anniversary and for mother's day). i bought chocolate(home made, the way my mom likes it) for both of them. later added one more for my dad. =)
it was a nice long ride there with WJ. i love riding to AMK, the bus is so empty, on that day larhs. but still, just relaxing on the upper deck with WJ and scaring him that we might miss the stop or whatever. he was kinda in a bad mood after that coz he kept sweating buckets. hahhaa.
gave my mom her chocs as well as my dad. i guess it's the childish thing in me. i hate holding onto presents coz i love to see the expressions on people's faces when they see the gift.
the chocolates are SUPER SUPER nice. if anyone wants to order them, should go and order from my supplier. she's super friendly and it's really good quality. definitely gonna order from her another time. =D
i spent a miserable day indoors inside le meridien hotel. and no, i wasn't having fantastic hot sex with a hot, sexy caucasian. [okae, no racism but i settled for blonde hair and blue eyes for this fantasy X)] neither was i having a blast binging on alcohol and drugs. I WAS SCHOOLING. technically i was attending class on a physical basis but my mind wasnt in it. ahhahaa.
nothing much to rave about. went to homecell after that. i really miss attending homecell but at the same time, fridays were like special (no parents) time for us so it's a lose-lose situation.
weird that homecell's on a saturday but it's coz the parents were celebrating the fact that they've finally finished a book. hahaha. so anyways surprisingly brian came. yeah, i was kinda surprised. not to mention i got caught wearing a skirt by everyone. -.-
had fun lurhs. seeing kathy get chased by two males. no dirty thoughts, they're only six,seven years old. hahhaa. dinner was pretty okay but didnt eat much, was kinda full from lunch as well as my apple-cinnamon muffin.
played mahjong with brian and kat. seriously my good luck from friday's mahjong is gone. damn that tarnation that i had to pee. all the good chi went out i guess. =/
I LOVE MAHJONG. and i found a food kaki. =D hahaha. brian agreed that he'd come to homecell on the basis that i come and we eat the free food. hahah. BRIAN, i'm still gonna have to be bribed for the fantasy and all. =DD
sunday-
went to AMK hub in the afternoon to collect WJ's and my mom's prezzies (for our 18 month anniversary and for mother's day). i bought chocolate(home made, the way my mom likes it) for both of them. later added one more for my dad. =)
it was a nice long ride there with WJ. i love riding to AMK, the bus is so empty, on that day larhs. but still, just relaxing on the upper deck with WJ and scaring him that we might miss the stop or whatever. he was kinda in a bad mood after that coz he kept sweating buckets. hahhaa.
gave my mom her chocs as well as my dad. i guess it's the childish thing in me. i hate holding onto presents coz i love to see the expressions on people's faces when they see the gift.
the chocolates are SUPER SUPER nice. if anyone wants to order them, should go and order from my supplier. she's super friendly and it's really good quality. definitely gonna order from her another time. =D
what we could have been, 11:37 am.
Thursday, April 24, 2008
yesterday was kinda much of a downer. felt so so so depressed. or rather yesterday cum this AM thing. gawd, i really am a saddo. i cant sleep so i go trawling through the net for some entertainment. =/ which results in me being broke coz i love shopping online, saves me the damn hassle of going into the shops itself with other crazies, bimbos, anorexics and what else. X)
today was kinda good. went to parkway to make a down payment for WJ's bday gift. (he'll nvr guess what it is. lisa says that he prob wont use it =/) N-nee-WAYS, had lunch with cass and louise. GAWD, their pasta was so nice, why the fuck did i order a sandwich? T.T plus their desserts look totally yummy but then again my allowance.. -.- it's only wednesday and i'm BROKE. fck man.
lesson was kinda dull so was like msning and gmail and a little teeny bit of shopping. hahaha. I LOVE CASS's HAIR EXTENSIONS. i seriously want to have hair extensions too but with specs, i'm gonna look nerdy/geeky/weird/psycho. -.-'' i am so gonna do LASIK the moment/year i turn 21. dammit man.
later went for a mani-pedi with my mom at the nail salon at leisure park. stella, who does my nails, is super good. only thing is i end up smudging my nails coz i love to lean on the pillows and smudge my nails on the towels. -.- damn. now my nails are SQUARED instead of it's normal lovely long oval/round shape coz i forgot and told her okae when she asked me if i wanted square. see? we've been away too long from the salon.
today was kinda good. went to parkway to make a down payment for WJ's bday gift. (he'll nvr guess what it is. lisa says that he prob wont use it =/) N-nee-WAYS, had lunch with cass and louise. GAWD, their pasta was so nice, why the fuck did i order a sandwich? T.T plus their desserts look totally yummy but then again my allowance.. -.- it's only wednesday and i'm BROKE. fck man.
lesson was kinda dull so was like msning and gmail and a little teeny bit of shopping. hahaha. I LOVE CASS's HAIR EXTENSIONS. i seriously want to have hair extensions too but with specs, i'm gonna look nerdy/geeky/weird/psycho. -.-'' i am so gonna do LASIK the moment/year i turn 21. dammit man.
later went for a mani-pedi with my mom at the nail salon at leisure park. stella, who does my nails, is super good. only thing is i end up smudging my nails coz i love to lean on the pillows and smudge my nails on the towels. -.- damn. now my nails are SQUARED instead of it's normal lovely long oval/round shape coz i forgot and told her okae when she asked me if i wanted square. see? we've been away too long from the salon.
what we could have been, 2:29 pm.
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
been feeling fucking stressed these few days. i mean yeah i behave like i normally do. i laugh, i joke with my friends. but inside, it's different. i felt really lost and useless until i read Louise's blog today. and to be honest, my feelings are mutual.
i'm really losing it. i act all relaxed and all but inside i'm panicking. as in, yeah i understand what the fck the teachers say but if we were to do case studies and all, i have a strong feeling i might fail. and i cant disappoint my parents again. especially since they've paid so much money just for me to do journalism, to let me fulfill my dream and passion.
couldnt sleep last night so i tried to revise what the fuck face guy had gone through on sunday but to my utter dismay, i feel damn lost. then plus all my project work gone missing, couldnt take it and i broke down. threw my books aside and just tried to sleep.
another issue was about WJ. omg, i love WJ. but i cant. i shouldnt. WJ's my drug, my weakness, my lust, my love. i just cant stay away from him. what am i suppose to say? we've known each other for so long but to take another step forward? i know he tries to be patient, to understand. but can he see the pressure i get from it?
i cant share anything about it with my friends. i cant share the issue with WJ either. it sucks. i dont want to lose him. we might have temporarily won the battle but we're definitely gonna lose the war at the rate it's going. WJ bday coming up.. do i actually dare to break his heart again?
family. friends. -sighs- i can see that i'm losing them. my parents, as much as they try to be supportive, they cant see into 'my world'. besides we've never been close, i cant share my problems with them. and to be honest, i wouldnt. my friends.. all disappearing one by one. they dont have to say it, i can see it. it's happening already. from the march holidays up till today. if you think you're fucking superior then i'm sorry to have wasted my years of honest friendship with the likes of you.
weight. always a major issue. i love to eat. and sadly it's not healthy. i hate veggies, they seriously make me feel like puking. except potatoes. i love cheese, hate mayo, chili or anything spicy. it hurts my tummy real bad and then i pay homage to the porcelain god/goddess, the toilet.
i hate gym, i try my best to go but the timing is so inconvenient. i want to them to know that they didnt waste their money. i want to lose weight. but the more i exercise, the more i eat. where the fuck did i go wrong? i tried eating much less at home, eating one less meal. then i end up snacking to bribe my tummy to stop hurting me. -sigh-
i'm really losing it. i act all relaxed and all but inside i'm panicking. as in, yeah i understand what the fck the teachers say but if we were to do case studies and all, i have a strong feeling i might fail. and i cant disappoint my parents again. especially since they've paid so much money just for me to do journalism, to let me fulfill my dream and passion.
couldnt sleep last night so i tried to revise what the fuck face guy had gone through on sunday but to my utter dismay, i feel damn lost. then plus all my project work gone missing, couldnt take it and i broke down. threw my books aside and just tried to sleep.
another issue was about WJ. omg, i love WJ. but i cant. i shouldnt. WJ's my drug, my weakness, my lust, my love. i just cant stay away from him. what am i suppose to say? we've known each other for so long but to take another step forward? i know he tries to be patient, to understand. but can he see the pressure i get from it?
i cant share anything about it with my friends. i cant share the issue with WJ either. it sucks. i dont want to lose him. we might have temporarily won the battle but we're definitely gonna lose the war at the rate it's going. WJ bday coming up.. do i actually dare to break his heart again?
family. friends. -sighs- i can see that i'm losing them. my parents, as much as they try to be supportive, they cant see into 'my world'. besides we've never been close, i cant share my problems with them. and to be honest, i wouldnt. my friends.. all disappearing one by one. they dont have to say it, i can see it. it's happening already. from the march holidays up till today. if you think you're fucking superior then i'm sorry to have wasted my years of honest friendship with the likes of you.
weight. always a major issue. i love to eat. and sadly it's not healthy. i hate veggies, they seriously make me feel like puking. except potatoes. i love cheese, hate mayo, chili or anything spicy. it hurts my tummy real bad and then i pay homage to the porcelain god/goddess, the toilet.
i hate gym, i try my best to go but the timing is so inconvenient. i want to them to know that they didnt waste their money. i want to lose weight. but the more i exercise, the more i eat. where the fuck did i go wrong? i tried eating much less at home, eating one less meal. then i end up snacking to bribe my tummy to stop hurting me. -sigh-
what we could have been, 5:46 pm.
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
it's been... exactly two weeks and one day since i started school at sma and all i can say about it is 'exhausting'. i've got 3 hours of sch from mon to friday. (very good on my terms). BUT the only fly in my ointment is the fact that O lvl holders are FORCED to take an extra part time course which means two nights per week and your saturday/sunday or both days are eaten up by a 9-12 and 2-5 lessons. BLEAHX.
plus starting this sunday, i will have school daily until the following saturday. -big sigh- i hate that part really. only good thing is that we can bring our own laptops and use them. at least can doodle on it rather than stare at the teacher yakking away. i mean, whatever they say are actually in the slides itself. -bigger sigh-
anyways, mostly using my blog to BITCH about this stupid spreer i ordered a bag from over a month ago. i mean, i had been searching for a bag like it for a while already and was pretty pleased. i mean at 18 bucks, it was definitely a steal! so i checked from previous posts and she didnt seem to have a problem so i happily ponied up the money. i realised later that she kept trying to collect more and more orders as she extended the deadline for the spree like nearly THREE or MORE TIMES. arghx.
of course then after that she disappeared. as in poof vanished. a crappy post on her blog from her rather illiterate sister appeared about a week or two later saying 'She is currently very sick at the moment and I am her sister.I will be helping her to do the sorting out and verify the payment by this week.Refund will be make on Monday noon. I am very sorry about the inconvenience caused!'
suspicious? why was she sorry for 'inconvenience caused'? this was deffo not written by her 'sister'. then there was a big panic/hoo-ha/anger moment from all of her 'loving' customers as she didnt appear after that until just last wednesday.
of course she posted that something excruciatingly bad happened but no explaination for that. and asked for time which i guess i understood considering the barrage of emails she prob recieved from us. BUT on sunday (which was when she promised to mass mail us), she DID NOT. naturally which led to a few who decided to boycott her and demanded their refund back. i did scold her about being unprofessional. so went back to check on her website about ten mins ago and..
voila! she had secretly update the post from SUNDAY to TUESDAY for her mass mail thing. OMG. that was really sneaky. i am super damn pissed off. i told her she had 8pm to get her act together or i'm going to the police since technically she had broken the law. =)
FOR ALL FUTURE ONLINE BUYERS BEWARE OF THIS WEBSITE AND ITS OWNER>>>> http://grannycupboard.livejournal.com/
oh by the way alison/grannycupboard, dont blame me for this bad publicity. it's just your FREAKING fault for not doing your job. THIS IS REAL LIFE.
plus starting this sunday, i will have school daily until the following saturday. -big sigh- i hate that part really. only good thing is that we can bring our own laptops and use them. at least can doodle on it rather than stare at the teacher yakking away. i mean, whatever they say are actually in the slides itself. -bigger sigh-
anyways, mostly using my blog to BITCH about this stupid spreer i ordered a bag from over a month ago. i mean, i had been searching for a bag like it for a while already and was pretty pleased. i mean at 18 bucks, it was definitely a steal! so i checked from previous posts and she didnt seem to have a problem so i happily ponied up the money. i realised later that she kept trying to collect more and more orders as she extended the deadline for the spree like nearly THREE or MORE TIMES. arghx.
of course then after that she disappeared. as in poof vanished. a crappy post on her blog from her rather illiterate sister appeared about a week or two later saying 'She is currently very sick at the moment and I am her sister.I will be helping her to do the sorting out and verify the payment by this week.Refund will be make on Monday noon. I am very sorry about the inconvenience caused!'
suspicious? why was she sorry for 'inconvenience caused'? this was deffo not written by her 'sister'. then there was a big panic/hoo-ha/anger moment from all of her 'loving' customers as she didnt appear after that until just last wednesday.
of course she posted that something excruciatingly bad happened but no explaination for that. and asked for time which i guess i understood considering the barrage of emails she prob recieved from us. BUT on sunday (which was when she promised to mass mail us), she DID NOT. naturally which led to a few who decided to boycott her and demanded their refund back. i did scold her about being unprofessional. so went back to check on her website about ten mins ago and..
voila! she had secretly update the post from SUNDAY to TUESDAY for her mass mail thing. OMG. that was really sneaky. i am super damn pissed off. i told her she had 8pm to get her act together or i'm going to the police since technically she had broken the law. =)
FOR ALL FUTURE ONLINE BUYERS BEWARE OF THIS WEBSITE AND ITS OWNER>>>> http://grannycupboard.livejournal.com/
oh by the way alison/grannycupboard, dont blame me for this bad publicity. it's just your FREAKING fault for not doing your job. THIS IS REAL LIFE.
what we could have been, 4:38 pm.
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
okae. so i did make friends. i did. well, kinda. like this guy (who for some obvious reason reminds of a friend from secondary school [those from OSS 04-07 should know him benjamin] broke the ice with the nutty four of us who had come in early. one, was me coz of unreliable buses so i rushed. two, this indian girl whose name i'd forgotten. 3, mr benjamin-whoever, his name was andy but the indian girl called him mandy. wahahha. 4, this super tall, intimidating guy called aizat. OMG, if i could say smth about him, it would be tall motherfucker. why? i dont know either. except that he spooks me as much as the indian guy aizat sat next to in CIM orientation.
oh yes, i found the girl's name (whom i sat next to during orientation) is Louise. she was from KC so i prob must have seen her b4 just that it never mattered last time. hahah. then there is Dorcas, the sweet gal who sat next to me. Tiara, who sat next to Louise who was behind me. and later, Rebekah who came super super late and sat next to Tiara. lols. what a tangled web we weave. X)
anyhoos. made friends with them now and me, Louise and Rebekah would sit with each other on Monday for class. Tiara and Dorcas are in the business class so we prob wont see them except for CIM classes.
oh yes, i found the girl's name (whom i sat next to during orientation) is Louise. she was from KC so i prob must have seen her b4 just that it never mattered last time. hahah. then there is Dorcas, the sweet gal who sat next to me. Tiara, who sat next to Louise who was behind me. and later, Rebekah who came super super late and sat next to Tiara. lols. what a tangled web we weave. X)
anyhoos. made friends with them now and me, Louise and Rebekah would sit with each other on Monday for class. Tiara and Dorcas are in the business class so we prob wont see them except for CIM classes.
what we could have been, 2:16 pm.
